Feeling lost and liberate sometimes

Sometimes I don’t know how to react on  those feelings. The feelings that I kept inside for years seems floating the surface.

I lost in my own emotions. Sadness, joy and a bit jealousy combining themselves and lingering in my minds for days now.

My mistake for choose to meet you last week. I should take a step behind. The fear of wanting you keep myself grounded. But, I’m pretty sure only me having this kind of attraction not you.

I wouldn't brave enough to expose the feelings because afraid of not good enough to pouring you with the loves. I’m glad that you have found the better half of you.

But, what kind of relationship that we have now?